Taking the higher perspective in every situation, no matter how bleak it may seem, will show there truly are no victims, just opportunities to learn and remember our Divine Nature.
On this deeply personal spiritual journey within myself I explored my body/mind/emotions to heal the root of the disease.
I was guided to many wonderful healers; each one added their gifts to my healing process. As I healed, I remembered the suppressed pain of an extraordinarily difficult childhood. It was a childhood that had left me full of rage, angry and depressed with frequent thoughts of suicide.
My family had always known Mother was "difficult", when indeed, she was much more. In my forties my mother was finally diagnosed with the mental illness known as borderline personality disorder.
Also in my forties cellular memories of sexual abuse that had happened from infancy to age seven surfaced that I had completely suppressed.
Over time, I learned how my beliefs about myself of being unworthy, unlovable and not good enough had evolved from my difficult childhood and were literally making me sick.
I understand what it takes to get to the other side of the abyss.
Creating a Safe Space for Spiritual Healing
Through my own path of spiritual energy healing, I have learned to feel deep compassion, gratitude, appreciation, and love for myself. It is BECAUSE of the wounding and the path of spiritual healing I chose that I am able to create a safe sacred healing space for others.
The workshops I attended, the techniques I studied, and the healers I met along my journey help me to pass along to others the spiritual healing and inner peace I now experience.
I also received training internationally with:
Carolyn Myss in Greece, "Healing the Wounded Healer,"
Gregg Braden in Peru, "In Search of Original Wisdom,"
Gregg Braden in Egypt, "Living the Days of Prophecy"
I have learned my outer world reflects my inner world and I am a powerful co-creator. There is no book that could have possibly given me the wisdom and experience my life path of spiritual energy healing has given me.
Now I can see my fractured childhood as a gift. I can see the gift my Mother and Father offered me through an "abusive childhood."
I see the beauty in the dance of my life, even in its darkest moments, and for that, I am eternally grateful.
It is because of my past that I am able to help my clients transform the damage that has happened in their childhoods to purity, health and happiness. I feel blessed every time I am honored to facilitate the process of spiritual healing for my clients.